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Sunday, January 8, 2017

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Sch starts tmr at 8am
I am so not ready
The holidays actually just flew by
And I have no idea about what I did haha
But blessed to have had a good time anw(:
Now back to sch and aki and time to up my game this sem and stay afloat

Ending of with a little quote I found from tumblr...
So, do it. Decide. Is this the life you want to live? Is this the person you want to love? Is this the best you can be? Can you be stronger? Kinder? More Compassionate? Decide. Breathe in. Breathe out and decide

Wednesday, December 28, 2016

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3rd last day of 2016...
This is so fking surreal
Like I can't believe that one whole year just flew past like that

2016 really feels like it has been 3 years long

The 7 months before school started were just a jumble of juggling shitty jobs and trying to stay in touch with my friends while everyone seemed to be moving on with their lives. And then there was the whole uncertainty about uni apps, the scholarship applications, the internship, the disappointment when I realised I would be stuck in sg for 5 years (turned out not so bad after all I guess but it still kinda sucks coz going to uni abroad was one of my greatest motivations to work hard during A levels lol), the dilemma about which course I wanted to do (I was seriously choosing between archi and biz, like I applied to both courses!!!), the dilemma about which school I wanted to go to...... etc......

I think 2016 was a year full having to make hard decisions because every decision I make could really shape my life so differently. But reflecting on this year, I would say that I do not regret any of my academic choices even if archi is on another level of insane to go through......

2016 was also definitely a year of growing up. If anything, JC felt like eons ago and I would say that I am definitely significantly different in quite a number of ways. Even though I lived in boarding in J2 (on my own), living on campus this past sem is definitely really different because there is so much more freedom (which is a good and bad thing). I think this year, esp the past 4 months have really just been me being pushed to my limits and surviving (barely but still alive haha). Will never forget my one and only overnighter this sem (I tried to sleep at least 2 hours every night haha) where we chionged our tropicality model only to have it collapse coz we were stupid and forgot to use a fking sturdy base (impt!!!!!! sharms pls nvr forget ever again!!!!! o m g hahaha fk). Also how Hillz, Justin, Weij and I rushed our portfolio (or final parts of our portfolios haha) 2 days before the dateline at Studio Hilly hahaha (do not go to West Coast Plaza printing shop it sucks!!!)": ) Also recruiting my non-archi friends to help me cut score pvc strips (hahaha) for models, thanks guys<3 oh ya oh ya and going to tgiw with the batch 4 days before structurals exams hahaha..... And hanging out at YIH (albeit studying) with the YIH gang who never fail to make me laugh and to feed me at 4am when I am dying as usual... And ryan for all the times we force (actually its just Kai forcing hahah) u to help us buy ameens and jessie getting so annoyed by the guys hahaha and ben going on about amazing race or angel and mortals hahaha..... There are many many other little moments and inside jokes that have helped make my semester really enjoyable despite the fact that archi+rvrc is really quite an insane workload (for me la, maybe its easy for some ppl haha..... :|)

And before sch started! The China trip!!! One of my favorite trips ever coz I loved the scenery like having towns carved around the tower karsts (Landscape) is just freaking picturesque and the whole experience where we rode scooters, visited waterfalls, climbed up hills to look at rice fields, went thru many many caves (hehe sorry being nerdy right now coz ex-geog student lol), took a boat ride from guilin to yangshuo, visited local chinese bars.... oh ya we also stopped over in hk for one night first and it was my first time in hk ever and I loved it too! hehe ok it sounds damn boring but I loved it hahaha

ok I'm tired of typing haha I know my moments I loved about 2016 may sound damn sad la like it's just supper and datelines and rice fields but fk it
these are my fav moments and I just want to record them down for me hehe (;

Sunday, November 20, 2016

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There are days when I wake up
That I don't know what I'm doing here
I barely recognize the pair of eyes staring back at me in the mirror
there was a day that I was free
Not a care that I could see
So good I barely could believe that it was happening
Oh take me back again
I was 16 with an open heart
windows down in a beat up car
When I was dumb and the world was young and she was beautiful
She was beautiful
She was beautiful
How do we end up like this?
Living lives that we don't care about?
Too busy fixing things
On computer screens
While the grass grows green
Me, I'm screaming out

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

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And the walls kept tumbling down
In the city that we love
Great clouds roll over the hills
Bringing darkness from above




Isn't it scary how fast relationships fall apart
Like spider webs crumbling apart with the single touch of your hand

Monday, September 5, 2016

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So I got a tatt!!! Yay like finallyyy coz I've been wanting one for SO long!(": It's a geometric rose. Doesn't rly have a meaning coz I feel tattoos don't need meanings like whatever I just like it so I got it yeah. Anw I got it at Rise Above where I got my helix piercing so yeah if u wanted to know here's their fb page hehe

Thursday, July 28, 2016

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Lol guess what guys... So I woke up at 7am to go for Ballet Exam practice when I noticed that my ear which has been hurting since ystd (My helix piercing has been infected for a while) was completely swollen so the earring I put in my helix was completely embedded inside my cartilage. So I tried to push it out from the front of my ear hole but the freaking hole had closed at the front of my ear overnight SOMEHOW so I couldn't. So I panicked and went to the GP and then the GP basically wasted my time by trying to remove it with fking PLASTIC forceps like WTF??!?!!! Then in the end I just went to A&E and wasted 5-6 hours getting the stupid earring out. I think they had to make an incision in the back of my cartilage which is quite dangerous coz fk load of nerves in that area so they had to get an ENT specialist... She was so nice though hahaha but I was so scared like I was like omg I hate needles!!!! Got shit lot of anesthetic jabbed into my ear then she made the incision then put stitches so I'm good to go now! Except that I've been advised not to sweat... Like how the fk?! I have RAG and ballet): I feel so sian coz stayed up till 2am ystd to sew my new pointe shoes to wear for the ballet exam practice then in the end this shit happened so I guess I wasted my time....

I feel quite sad about rag coz I can't go for pract then I see all the bday celebrations and plans and feel so pooped to miss out on all that)":

And u know looking back... HAHA I said "I really need a break" ystd on this space? Guess I accidentally got it today... Fml

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

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Wah my blogging backlog is DAMN BAD like I'm still at May but it's almost July so here a quick verbal update on what's been up with my life!!!

So I was damn busy with like work like I was working at Soup Spoon + giving tuition at the same time so for most of May I was working non stop everyday all the time kind of thing. Then I couldn't take it and quit my job so I'm still giving tuition but I have significantly more free time so that means gymming and exercising a lot more!

Then went for Eusoff hall exposure camp from 2-5 June after which I fell sick for like 4-5 days so I spent all 5 days just dying in bed...

I resumed life for a few days (AKA tuition and ballet) then went for class boys' POP before China trip with Fran and XW from 12-18th which was fking amazing and it helped me relax so so much and kind of find myself a little like I reconnected with my more adventurous side which I'm happy about. This trip also had a lot of firsts like having to be adventurous with my food and accepting that my food was alive 5 mins ago gosh and like super spontaneous and being optimistic even when it rains and riding an electric scooter and bargaining on my own in Mandarin and many more things la huh! Then came back to sg for ballet on 19th and was so tired zzz but yay my dance is Variation 1!!! Bye bye Variation 2!!!

Then next day 20-21st was MND camp which was super fun coz everyone's so lovely and engaging and genuine and I'm so sad I couldn't make it for the site visits and yesterday's cooking class thing coz I'm SICK right now like I sound like a frog but at least my fever subsided thanks to Panadol lol...

And then 23-26th was SDE FOC (freshmen orientation camp) and can I just rave that my OG is amazing I rly like everyone in it because they're all so genuine and enthusiastic and just lovely to be around! The guys are always full of shit and forever making me laugh and the girls are so (cliche but) nice and caring!!! And my ogls/ seniors are all super easy to talk to too so that was rly nice hehe

I'll try to post more pics but right now my pictures backlog is damn bad like I have not processed my 3000 China pictures and 3000 iPhone pictures since that day at USS... Fk hahaha happy waiting guys I still have another camp (AKIID) and then i hope I'll have relatively more time to update! But I joined SDE rag so wish me luck hahahha

Friday, June 10, 2016

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Was damn late to meet Xiaowei but very glad to have spent even 1 hour with her???
Coz she fking flew in to SG from China... Aw manz now I miss siyu sobs)":
Esp planning our trip I'm SO stoked it's gonna be this fking SUNDAY WEW hahaha


Then had jap food then milk & honey (my fav yogurt manz) with loco, cheryl, cw and sam! We just somehow or another all know each other HAHA so nice!!!!


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Oh manz cw I rmb this... Our first trip to Taman Jurong Gymboxx... For who ah???
Used uber our first time there... I rmb oversleeping and scaring the fk out of ciwei hahaa
But we got there eventually la







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YAY good day coz just ate shit loads of food + hung out with lydia before work!!! (I hate working)





WTF HAHAHA we laughed for so long over this


My virgin Bingsu experience @ ice lab cafe!(": It was damn good! But a little too sweet lol




Damn sian coz lydia so chio everything I matchy that I tried on just turned out bad HAHA fk

Tuesday, May 31, 2016

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Trying to be brave... But it's so hard)":
This is just how the world works I guess.
What's even real anymore?
Who's even genuine now?

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Suffered through a 5h shift before excitedly heading to Sentosa to meet Min to rush to the beach before the fking sun set HAHA










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What's new... Work work work all day everyday...


But 27th was a diff work day coz... sleepover w Min that night!!! Hehe
We watched Easy A but mostly talked hahaha
(Correction: Min watched Easy A... I just whined about being sleepy LOL)












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Day 2 of sleepover! (GYM!!!)
We found a dance studio at the gym I always go to and just did a bit of ballet coz why not?




Then we made the breakfast I always eat hahaha

Thursday, May 12, 2016

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https://www.facebook.com/gary/videos/10154117608448350/

Good advice
Hard choices I've gotta make 
But I trust that God has a plan for me that is going to be amazing no matter what I choose