New Year's 2016

I think 2015 has been the hardest year for me to get through but also the most rewarding. This is a year of many many firsts, the biggest first being the first time living on my own. I think the struggle to find emotional support this year has been very real and very bad and you probably know of it if you're following me here haha but yes I am very glad to have made it though all that shit and still be alive and well today. But boarding has inadvertently taught me A LOT about myself, like how your friends can be your family and I am very thankful to my parents for letting me do it because I have become so much more independent and I feel like I've grown up so much this year. Oh and hahaha it definitely helped my acads too... literally mugged 24/7 but idk abt grades but no bad thoughts on the last few hours of 2015 alright. This year has also been a real struggle to keep my relationships afloat: I keep losing touch with people only to reconnect and lose them again it's a very unhealthy problem I have had forever if you've known me for long enough but thank you for sticking by me and loving me no matter how I mess up. 2015 is also the year where I made many many new friendships and got closer to some people in class especially during As and post As period so am very thankful for these new/ rekindled but extremely precious friendships! And of course, A levels and all the exams this year left me with battle scars (literally and figuratively) but hey look we all survived and I really believe that only better times are to come from now onwards. The struggles I've gone through this year have been harrowing but I am glad to have gone through them for they have undoubtedly made me a stronger person(": okay end of long monologue: happy new year to you guys, here's to an amazing, clean new slate of a year for us to write on. Here's to the mistakes you will make, the new experiences you will go through, the new friendships you will forge and the new memories you will create. Thank you for being part of my 2015, please continue to be part of my 2016 and onwards (":

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Finally clocked 8h of sleep because I knew I was gonna stay up then woke up and made breakfast and an avocado shake coz I rly wanted to be healthy. 

Then travelled for freaking 1.5h to hougang for badminton w 7c in the afternoon till about 5?

Then went for Prata and crashed yh's house and his mum is damn qt but I didn't rly understand what she was saying because Chinese sian )":

Then rushed home w XY (we overshot by one bus stop at amk area lol) and had a nice htht then rushed to meet Francis

Then met rach and her friends who are like very experienced at clubbing and all that and it was quite nice to hang out here and there with them(":

Then kept texting Mady asking where the heck she was in zouk coz it's some special event so damn crowded anw after almost 1.5h I finally found her hahaha

Then we danced for a while with her friends and their friends! But zouk that day was really crazy crowded like no space to dance properly at times too

One of the best days/ nights: thankful a f, but I realise I really like clubbing and dancing and the whole experience which may be quite a problem 

Oh yeah shoutout to Fran rly damn good bro even though I rly randomly asked him to come w me: wouldn't have been as safe or fun without him yayyyy